when the world screams give up, hope whispers try one more time.

Between who you are and who you could be.

Hi there. My name's Melanie. I'm not your average type of girl, I guess you can say I am a little out there but you can only really tell when you really get to know me. 99.8% of the time im the person who gets fucked over in the end. I'm a pretty brutally honest person but don't get me wrong, I can be extremely nice.

fucking pumped...

Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 4:51 PM

so last night i got a phone call from my lovely cousins in Cali. =] they miss me and want me to come during Christmas break. i know its still pretty far away but hey why not. and when im out there i think im going to go college hunting. and im pretty sure some readers are like wtf collage when you might die. well just in case miracles happen. =] OH and tomorrow i go to the doctors and i get to see if im getting better so i can get my job back. =] YAY getting paid 17.50 is fucking amazing. thats like a grand a week. shits amazing.

hope whispers... just keep smiling.

-i will even through all this bullshit.