when the world screams give up, hope whispers try one more time.

Between who you are and who you could be.

Hi there. My name's Melanie. I'm not your average type of girl, I guess you can say I am a little out there but you can only really tell when you really get to know me. 99.8% of the time im the person who gets fucked over in the end. I'm a pretty brutally honest person but don't get me wrong, I can be extremely nice.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011 @ 1:56 PM

its right in front of me, everything i desire. yet i keep straying away from the path and i cant find the way back. i can no longer "keep going with the flow." how long is that suppose to last; i need to start taking life by the horns. i need to find away to take control.

Thursday, September 1, 2011 @ 12:37 AM

i actually truly believed that we were getting better and being happy again; trying to make things the best possible for our soon to be little family. but i guess not. it was just an act on your part, like it almost always is and i was just a fool to actually believe it once again.