when the world screams give up, hope whispers try one more time.

Between who you are and who you could be.

Hi there. My name's Melanie. I'm not your average type of girl, I guess you can say I am a little out there but you can only really tell when you really get to know me. 99.8% of the time im the person who gets fucked over in the end. I'm a pretty brutally honest person but don't get me wrong, I can be extremely nice.

Saturday, July 30, 2011 @ 2:16 AM

At this point everything is just fucking unnecessary.

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Wednesday, July 13, 2011 @ 12:53 AM

i cant seem to grasp how your mind works. you say plenty of times you know you need and should more involved than you are. if you know this, then why arent you doing it? if you know that somethings wrong and if you just put more effort into making things right and that effort makes things better, then why not do it? especially if you are tired of the complaining and the fighting.

Sunday, July 3, 2011 @ 6:24 PM

a change for the better? i sure hope so.

lately things havent been so horrible. yes we still get mad, fight and whatnot but now when we do the whole "no talking to each other," it only last a few hours at most. and then we are back to our laughing and making fun of each other type relationship. im glad because more laughter equal less tears.

we are kinda back to texting each other all day everyday but idk how long thatll last. i have a feeling as soon as you get back home and into old routine, itll stop. but for now im happy and i hope you are too.