when the world screams give up, hope whispers try one more time.

Between who you are and who you could be.

Hi there. My name's Melanie. I'm not your average type of girl, I guess you can say I am a little out there but you can only really tell when you really get to know me. 99.8% of the time im the person who gets fucked over in the end. I'm a pretty brutally honest person but don't get me wrong, I can be extremely nice.

Saturday, May 28, 2011 @ 12:38 AM

you are HUGE disappointment.

asshole.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011 @ 3:33 AM

i remember all the times you would get home from being with friends and partying and call me at 4 in the morning. of course i would pick up even though i was sleeping just so we could talk for a while or even a little.

now its like if we talk for 5 minutes and YOURE tired. you just snap at me. for no reason too. i never snapped at you when we talked for hours when I was tired.

you should learn to be more considerate and caring.

Sunday, May 22, 2011 @ 11:15 PM

when you say i dont know all the time, it breaks my heart even more. i dont know either but im trying to figure things out. im trying to express how i feel and talk about all options and you just say i dont know and get mad and yell, turn away and then leave me there alone.

i try my hardest not to let the tears fall but i cant hold back from crying any longer.

im alone in your room in the dark, trying to pick up the pieces to my heart and think of all new possible options to just please you. even now, my goal is to still make you happy, even if it means im going to end up disappointing myself. i know pathetic.

Monday, May 2, 2011 @ 12:51 PM

i did it again..after i promised myself that no matter

what i would try my hardest to never do that... im so stupid...