in my past relationships, things were easy sailing. but with you things are completely new and different. wow its been 14 months, it isnt as easy as it used to be between us. i feel like the more deeper we get into this, the harder it gets. we fight a little more, we say things they we dont entirely mean a little more and we cry a little more, well that one i can only speak for myself.

honestly, i wish you would show a little more affection towards me. it wouldnt hurt to tell me that you love me at random times. or give me kisses or tell me how much i mean to you. also it would mean the world to me just to hear you say that im beautiful, or things in that nature.

i dont understand how its so easy for you to tell other girls or say that other girls are soo pretty or attractive, but you never say things like that about me anymore. you used to tell me all the time how cute i am or when i sent you pictures, how pretty or beautiful i looked.