when the world screams give up, hope whispers try one more time.

Between who you are and who you could be.

Hi there. My name's Melanie. I'm not your average type of girl, I guess you can say I am a little out there but you can only really tell when you really get to know me. 99.8% of the time im the person who gets fucked over in the end. I'm a pretty brutally honest person but don't get me wrong, I can be extremely nice.

Friday, January 21, 2011 @ 3:42 AM

in the end youre not the one crying and hurting, i am. how much more can i take..

Thursday, January 20, 2011 @ 4:36 AM

lately its been more tears than smiles.

lookin' a little shaddy.

4:07 AM

im starting to doubt the things you promised. i felt like you broke up with me cus you found someone you were interested in and when you found out they didnt feel the same. you came back to me cus you knew i would take you back. and now im starting to feel like its gonna happen again really soon. =/

things need to change.

Friday, January 14, 2011 @ 5:13 AM

you said things were gonna change, i was a fool to believe you.

you said it wasnt gonna be like this anymore, again i believed you.

i love you with all my heart but youre tearing me into pieces.

what happened to the boy i used to fall asleep on the phone with. the boy i would text constantly all day. the boy who enjoyed just staying home with me and watching a movie till we fell asleep. its like that boy never existed.

i feel like when i text or call you, i just bug you. idk what else to do but cry. and im getting really tired of crying before i fall asleep.