when the world screams give up, hope whispers try one more time.

Between who you are and who you could be.

Hi there. My name's Melanie. I'm not your average type of girl, I guess you can say I am a little out there but you can only really tell when you really get to know me. 99.8% of the time im the person who gets fucked over in the end. I'm a pretty brutally honest person but don't get me wrong, I can be extremely nice.

Monday, September 13, 2010 @ 12:16 AM

i dont even know what to do anymore. its like we barely care or at least you do. and this time i wanted to try something new and see how long it would take me to cave in to talk to you and at this point it just showing that we both arent doing anything to fix this. i feel like i gave you so much of myself and im just waiting for you to do the same or maybe tell me what i mean to you or i dont even know anymore. im tired of crying myself to sleep.