Saturday, July 10, 2010 @ 12:36 AM
at all times i want to be able to share how the fuck i'm feeling.
and i want you to do the same.
i want us to be able to do all these things and not have us judge each other,
for our silliest actions.
i want us to be ourselves at ALL times.
and not "show off" in front of our peers.
i love all the little silly things you do.
i love when you laugh at how i saw things,
but i hate when you continue you imitate me.
and i want you to do the same.
i want us to be able to do all these things and not have us judge each other,
for our silliest actions.
i want us to be ourselves at ALL times.
and not "show off" in front of our peers.
iloveyou.
i don't wanna fight with you.
i don't want you to be mad when i tell you something,
and you don't wanna hear it.
i don't want you to be mad when i tell you something,
and you don't wanna hear it.
iloveyou.
i love all the little silly things you do.
i love when you laugh at how i saw things,
but i hate when you continue you imitate me.
iloveyou.
when i walk or turn away,
i do it just for you to come after me.
i hate how you make me feel like i'm the world's worst girlfriend.
i try to do whats best and please you,
but it never seems like that's ever enough.
i do it just for you to come after me.
i hate how you make me feel like i'm the world's worst girlfriend.
i try to do whats best and please you,
but it never seems like that's ever enough.
iloveyou.
restless...
Thursday, July 8, 2010 @ 1:51 PM
these few past nights, ive been on the fence about us. every now and then when i think about it, a few tears seem to surface but like always i quickly wipe them away. not like youll notice since youre sound asleep.
for some reason, its almost like everything that goes wrong is my fault and never yours. im ALWAYS the bad guy or should i say girl.
just because i never say it or let you know, truly i do love you. i think i never express this because im scared of the pain it might cause. and quite frankly i rather avoid anymore pain.
when you called me and told me to get my shit and leave, i cried for a good hour.
idk what you want me to say or do. but im just gonna leave it as it is till youre ready to talk to me. ily. =[
when you called me and told me to get my shit and leave, i cried for a good hour.
idk what you want me to say or do. but im just gonna leave it as it is till youre ready to talk to me. ily. =[