Hi there. My name's Melanie. I'm not your average type of girl, I guess you can say I am a little out there but you can only really tell when you really get to know me. 99.8% of the time im the person who gets fucked over in the end. I'm a pretty brutally honest person but don't get me wrong, I can be extremely nice.
twenty-first..
Monday, June 28, 2010 @ 4:31 PM
for my 21st birthday,
i want it to be lingerie themed. ;]
07/01/08
Thursday, June 24, 2010 @ 1:37 AM
that dates coming up and every time it does, i think about all the plans we made for the future.

i don't miss "us." i just miss you, how i could tell you everything and when i needed someone to vent to or just cry to; you would be there no matter what. whenever i needed to escape, you found a way to be there for me and when i say be there i mean right by my side. after everything that has happen to us, i know its hard for us to even be in the same room with each other but i wish we were friends. you were my BEST FRIEND wayyy before everything. i wish you could still be that BEST FRIEND.

i keep thinking maybe one day later on, we will both be able to move on from the past and be friends again. but its been over a year now and nothings changed. but im still hoping maybe that one day will come, and hopefully soon; i have so much to share. and im sure you do to.
Monday, June 7, 2010 @ 12:10 AM
i want to be so madly in love.
failure much.
Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 2:00 AM
fail to my list. ill get around to finish that sometime whenever.

lately, people have been asking me whats with the "open relationship" cus everyone knows we dont mess with other people so its not really "open" and i dont even know what to tell them. but heyy i guess it doesnt matter as long as we are pretty content with what we have going on, right? i dont even know anymore. im just taking it day by day.