i dont even know what you want from me anymore. you tell me one thing and then a few days later you tell me something COMPLETELY different that makes me feels like i'm on top of the world but when it comes down to it, nothing changes but the way you act. you got my hopes up soo high just to let everything crash down and leaving me in complete confusion, now im left here trying to figure out everything. people always tell me that i'm crazy for doing what we are doing but they don't even know the whole story, right?