Tuesday, May 18, 2010 @ 12:01 AM
yeah i know i'm not perfect, my voice is SUPER high pitch, i mispronounce things ALL the time. i know, and i hate when you ALWAYS make fun of me for it. sorry i'm not that fucking perfect person you might be looking for. i understand you're joking but come on how much can one person take day after day. all i ask for it to be loved, respected, greatly cared for, and to be that ONE person you ALWAYS go to whenever you need someone.
man oh man...
Thursday, May 13, 2010 @ 11:17 PM
i don't know if you can tell but i sure can. nothings the same hasn't been for a while. this is how i'm going to see things from now on unless you can somehow miraculously change that but i doubt it cus i think you know it too.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010 @ 2:44 PM
all this talk about this huge thunderstorm coming and they hate it. i'm one of those rare people that actually enjoy standing in the rain. so i'm extremely excited. ;]
list..
Monday, May 3, 2010 @ 9:37 PM
things to do before i'm 21:
1. fall in love.
2. makes things okay with my dad.
3. be happy for 100 days straight.
4. have a bomb ass BBQ with ALL the people who mean the world to me.
5. take unforgettable road trips.
6. help someone in need of any kind of trouble.
7. get some of the ink i want.
8. have a HUGE bonfire on the beach.
9. watch all the movies on my movie list with someone special.
10. paint something beautiful.
11. watch the sunrise and sunset with someone.
12. go star gazing.
13. forgive those who have hurt me the most
14. repay those who have went out of their way to help me in anyway.
15. learn how to skate as in on a skateboard.
16. go surfing.
17. teach a kid how to ride a bike. ACTUALLY i taught my niece and nephew. =]
18. go to the karaoke bar with loved ones.
19. go on a nice vacation.
20. meet 100 new people.
21. take over a million amazing pictures of beautiful people/scenery.
22. sky dive.
23. go paint balling.
24. have a HUGE water fight.
25. visit my family all over the US.
26. play a huge game of man hunt with like 50+.
27. find a total of 200 bucks on the floor. (not all at once of course)
28. cuddle with someone every night for 365 days.
29. learn how to shoot a gun/go to the shoot range.
30. witness some kind of miracle.
31. finish a 1000 piece puzzle.
32. watch a meteorite shower with someone.
33. witness aurora lights/northern lights.
34. learn another language.
35. kiss in the rain.
36. go camping.
37. hear someone tell me how much i mean to them and how they appreciate all the little things i do for them or have done for them.
38. go to east rock.
39. wish on a shooting star. 40. laugh literally all night with someone.
2. makes things okay with my dad.
3. be happy for 100 days straight.
5. take unforgettable road trips.
6. help someone in need of any kind of trouble.
7. get some of the ink i want.
9. watch all the movies on my movie list with someone special.
10. paint something beautiful.
14. repay those who have went out of their way to help me in anyway.
15. learn how to skate as in on a skateboard.
16. go surfing.
18. go to the karaoke bar with loved ones.
19. go on a nice vacation.
21. take over a million amazing pictures of beautiful people/scenery.
22. sky dive.
23. go paint balling.
24. have a HUGE water fight.
25. visit my family all over the US.
26. play a huge game of man hunt with like 50+.
27. find a total of 200 bucks on the floor. (not all at once of course)
28. cuddle with someone every night for 365 days.
29. learn how to shoot a gun/go to the shoot range.
31. finish a 1000 piece puzzle.
33. witness aurora lights/northern lights.
34. learn another language.
38. go to east rock.
41. touch/ride an elephant.
hopeless...
1:58 AM
i dont even know what you want from me anymore. you tell me one thing and then a few days later you tell me something COMPLETELY different that makes me feels like i'm on top of the world but when it comes down to it, nothing changes but the way you act. you got my hopes up soo high just to let everything crash down and leaving me in complete confusion, now im left here trying to figure out everything. people always tell me that i'm crazy for doing what we are doing but they don't even know the whole story, right?
i dont even know anymore.
WHAT THE FUCK.
i need some kind of sign,
reassurance
or
something,
please.
reassurance
or
something,
please.