okay so this dork in the picture is who i call jimmy neutron. but not so much now that he cut his hair. hes WAYYYY too into himself and for some reason i feed into his cockyness by always telling him how cute he is and how i adore him. at first, certain people told me things that made it seem like he was a horrible guy but i don't know i guess i had to find out for myself and well they're wrong, as in like 100% wrong. hes nothing like what they said he is. and i'm glad i didn't take their advice. if i had the choice, i would really enjoy seeing him on a daily basis but hey we cant always get what we want, now can we. mm, he means a great deal to me. and yess bae we all know you're super cute. and i guess that's it for now.

don't get me wrong i enjoy everything that we do but how long can this kind of "relationship" last for. when are we gonna ever make it to that next step or whatever you wanna call it. but hey im not gonna force anything or make it a big deal. yeah i can be pretty straight forward but i feel like with you i hold back much more than i ever did with anyone. and i think in the long run its gonna kill me.