lately things havent been all that amazing. lifes getting a little rocky but its okay im still trying to live it up. but seriously when has anything been all that amazing in my house and my family. pshh i cant even remember the last time shit was great with my family and whatnot.

you ever miss someone soo much everyday and you always seem to think of them but when you see them or talk to them all you can do it hate them? well thats how i feel. i miss you everyday but when i talk to you or see you all i wanna do is bitch you out and fucking punch you. but hey i dont, i just put up with the situation. oh well right? shit happens. but hey its whatever. you put yourself into the life style you have now. but hey ill always love you daddy. =]

gah this is what happens when i get bored and think too much. i should be sleeping but i think im like on the verge of being nocturnal. LOL.

hope whispers... not everyone can keep it.

-esp. not us.