blood still seeps through these stitches of mine but only sometimes. they say only time heals wounds but really all it does it makes scars that remind you of what happened and things get just as bad as they once were. and like my cousin once told me dont be in one in the wheelchair staring at all the great people out in the window, make a difference, do something in life that will make you better than great; that will make you amazing. so here i am today running with open arms to make a difference in peoples lives and i know no matter what you say, i know i have made a difference in your life. and you prolly hate me and ive come to terms with that but just remember we were once happy and things didnt matter before. just lay down one day in bed and think about everything cus i know all the good we had, triumphs over all the bad we have. just think back one day and youll see that too. and who knows maybe one day in teh future we will be able to come to terms with each other and talk again. i look forward to that day where we will be able to talk to each other again and accept each other for the mistakes we have made and will make in life. and if that never happens im fine with that too.

hope whispers... never look down or back.

-look forward and move on and come to terms with the mistakes.